quick post

i wont edit this entry. so my apology., i may have a zillion of errors my mind wants to speak up. my head is asking me to write anything. im scared. im confused. im trying not to lose sight of things.. im scared im just scared. scared

ragged

Lately. things are getting heavier. Heavier in a way that many people are getting hurt, shocked, surprised but mosty of all, left hanging. Time is getting slower. it's like there's no end to these. Why do we need to go through these days. these moments.. these pain. My heart is slowly beating. It's too heavy …

Change is inevitable

I'm afraid, I might not do well. I'm not scared of the subject, I'm afraid that I may not able to give the best things to them. One thing I discovered tonight: My allergy appears when my anxiety begin to manifest. T.T

futile

waaah.. I'm screaming silently under the ceiling of my room. Too loud that my ears cannot handle it anymore. My brain wants to shut down ..but she just can't. I've been wanting to write another worthless post. I have titles in my head "Bakit walang Rewind, Pause, at Fast Forward" "Unseen Feelings" "Paano mag-Move-On in …

Relax

I believe that God can make miracles. Expect it, and it will surely happen in His time. i may not know the next chapter or season of my life, I'm still trusting His plans. though sometimes I'm asking.. "When will my life begin..?" Familiar? Yeah, it's a song sung by Rapunzel in her movie Tangled. …

Lately

Suddenly, i always feel tired. My body wants to rest all the time. I need to work everything at night. My eyes begin to wake up. Yet my body is shouting, "are you human? why not sleep for a bit? My mind keeps on explaining my deadlines. There's trouble within my body. They are starting …

Happy 2018

Can' wait to share the things happened during the last days of December and early January!